Nick and I broke up yesterday. I wonder why I bother anymore? I may just start dating just girls, cus guys don't have ANYTHING in common with me. He said that we may get married one day, but that's never gonna happen at all. Ha! I laugh at the thought now. But still, when you grow up w/o friends and learning the Death Touch, it's gotta take a toal on you. He says his mom's bf beats his brothers. He almost killed the guy once by slaming his wrist into the bf's throat. He was an MVP on the football team. They call him "The Assasin" at his school, and he lives in a bad part of town with the gangs. I feel slightly sorry for him. Oh well. It's his loss, I'm gonna try to go back to Melanie. Wish me luck!

Tamara